Thursday, November 18, 2010

Unrelated

Only when you are truly happy does everything start to fall into place. I am truly happy. Things are falling into place. Minor setbacks and bad people get in the way, but not enough to get me down. I will persevere thru it all and be the stronger human being. And I will be stronger for it. Keep your head up and posture strong, and nothing can defeat you. I only have one question... Whom do I choose? Near or far or farther? Love or music or connection? This is a tough one. I can negate several already. But there are really two... This is tough. At least I have decided to take my time. No rushing into anything this time. Take your time.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Not Terribly Excited

Chelsea have played in a very lackluster way the past few games in the league. Hopefully we can turn this around. Quickly. I don't want to spend too much time on this, as it is very painful to relive. The loss to Liverpool and the loss to Sunderland. Yes, we did win versus Newcastle, but we also need point from teams like Sunderland and Liverpool if we are to retain the Championship this year.

On a different note: I had an amazing dream last night. I forget who was teaching/coaching me, but it was all about headers on corners. Like an epiphany, it all clicked for me. The right way to run and direct myself to be put in the best position possible to score. And also to not be afraid to smash into the ball with my forehead. I have been a little hesistant to head the ball due to my facial injury. I keep on trying to tell myself that, "If you hit the ball hard enough, it won't hurt." Easier said than done. But after that dream I feel I can do it all now. I have to thank God. I know why, but then again, I don't. But I do know that that is why I'm having these dreams again. And they are becoming more and more focused on football.
Denmark here I come!