Jose Mourinho should be the next manager of England whenever he wants it. If he could double manage then he should. Any player would love to play for him. And if every player of one country would do it, it would be England.
Jose probably bluffed about bringing in another player. Having three strikers is good. Especially when one is younger and plays exactly how a certain legend of Wembeley plays. Jose said, Score goals or else.
Philosophy...
Decent team goes to playoffs every year. Good teams win those playoffs 6 out of 10 years. Legendary teams win 100 out of 100. I want to be legendary. I want my program to be a fortress of football. That's how passionate I am about teaching these kids. I get excited to teach a game that I love. My other teams that I play on are starting to get idea that passing the ball with conviction and purpose. Not just running towards the goal with ball. There is a system of how to score. These teams are starting to get it. They respect me now and listen to what I have to say. It's taken quite a while for them to realize this, but it does take time and I realize this.
My outdoor team has evolved and I am now playing more centrally and not so wide so as to let my fullback go forward and join in on the attack. This coming game should be an interesting one to play in. Hopefully they can just let the game flow and not force anything that is not happening right away.
We shall see!
My blog is about football and the great team of Chelsea F.C. I do love football, which Americans think is called soccer. Though I am said to be born in Texas, I believe that I was born in the wrong country. But that is beside the fact..I shall talk about any and everything under the sun concerning football. Comments are welcomed both good and bad.
Thursday, May 8, 2014
New News
Wenger continues to be a complete and utter disappointment in the manager's seat. He will let his best right back go, then loan out his back up and he's not even close to signing another fullback. Silly and disappointing. Great for Chelsea, and not so great for the Gooner fans.
Transfer rumours flying around and I could care less. It means nothing right now. In my mind Chelsea look solid right now. An additional striker could put us over the top. Our squad has the confidence and definitely has the skill, we just need goals from a consistent and hard working striker, then I feel that we will be virtually unstoppable. Everything will have to go thru us to get to a trophy. As is should be.
Transfer rumours flying around and I could care less. It means nothing right now. In my mind Chelsea look solid right now. An additional striker could put us over the top. Our squad has the confidence and definitely has the skill, we just need goals from a consistent and hard working striker, then I feel that we will be virtually unstoppable. Everything will have to go thru us to get to a trophy. As is should be.
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Ugly Beginning
Why do I screw up so much?
Why am I an asshole?
Why do I want to hang out with my friends instead of my gorgeous girlfriend?
Honestly, I don't know. I just do things. Thinking that as long as I come home in one piece that I'll still be loved. Instead, I come home to find that I have neglected my duties as a loving boyfriend and opted to go out with friends instead of stick to my plans.
Did I forget how much she hates it when people don't stick to their words?
No.
I remember that very well. I just wanted to see them, my friends, for a little bit and I lost track of time. For 15 minutes talking about football. 15 minutes and I could still be on a high of this gorgeous girl that I have. Instead, I'm just a fuck up.
Now what's worse is that I haven't spoken more than a word to her in two days and it's killing me. "Where are you going?", that is the longest sentence she has said to me. Even worse than that is she leaves tomorrow for a volleyball tournament. That should be great. A long weekend alone. No speaking. I wonder if I'll even get a text or a call.
Maybe I should just do my thing and be who I am supposed to be and maybe, just maybe, she will start talking to me again. I dare not try to open her up. She is fiery and I don't want to, er, I can't raise my voice. It scares her. I get very vocal when something I want is getting distant.
But hey, I can surely state all the things that I feel that I have been wronged. I'm called a 'no nothing' which I so dearly hate. I'm ignored. I'm pushed away. I'm told to talk about stuff, but I'm told to stay quiet and just say nothing. Dishes are supposed to get done. Clothes are supposed to be washed and put away. I don't say anything, I let it go and just quietly do them myself. Doing my part to make life easier in this living situation.
I want to feel wanted. I want to feel like I belong. I want to feel as if I'm not a burden on anyone or anything and I want to be encouraged and uplifted just like every other human being on the planet. I do not feel that.
And I'm still an idiot asshole who can't keep promises. I will continue to be until this is resolved.
When will it be resolved?
How?
I've said what I have to say.
What else is there?
How many ways can you say, "I'm sorry"?
It truly is killing me.
Watching her get ready and no words are spoken.
All I can do is click clack on my computer my words that she doesn't want to hear. I feel that I need to wait until she makes the first move. But I will say this...I won't let it go on like this. Not by a long shot.
You now have 15 hours to do something. Or I will.
On the good news side of things, I could have a full time job as a football coach this weekend. Talked with the guy yesterday and moves will be made so as to make room for me. I'm told and email will go out and this weekend it should be official. Which I think is great news. A full time job doing what I love and a chance to further my knowledge of the game. Now if I can just share it with someone and go do all the things that I've dreamed of doing.
With her.
Why am I an asshole?
Why do I want to hang out with my friends instead of my gorgeous girlfriend?
Honestly, I don't know. I just do things. Thinking that as long as I come home in one piece that I'll still be loved. Instead, I come home to find that I have neglected my duties as a loving boyfriend and opted to go out with friends instead of stick to my plans.
Did I forget how much she hates it when people don't stick to their words?
No.
I remember that very well. I just wanted to see them, my friends, for a little bit and I lost track of time. For 15 minutes talking about football. 15 minutes and I could still be on a high of this gorgeous girl that I have. Instead, I'm just a fuck up.
Now what's worse is that I haven't spoken more than a word to her in two days and it's killing me. "Where are you going?", that is the longest sentence she has said to me. Even worse than that is she leaves tomorrow for a volleyball tournament. That should be great. A long weekend alone. No speaking. I wonder if I'll even get a text or a call.
Maybe I should just do my thing and be who I am supposed to be and maybe, just maybe, she will start talking to me again. I dare not try to open her up. She is fiery and I don't want to, er, I can't raise my voice. It scares her. I get very vocal when something I want is getting distant.
But hey, I can surely state all the things that I feel that I have been wronged. I'm called a 'no nothing' which I so dearly hate. I'm ignored. I'm pushed away. I'm told to talk about stuff, but I'm told to stay quiet and just say nothing. Dishes are supposed to get done. Clothes are supposed to be washed and put away. I don't say anything, I let it go and just quietly do them myself. Doing my part to make life easier in this living situation.
I want to feel wanted. I want to feel like I belong. I want to feel as if I'm not a burden on anyone or anything and I want to be encouraged and uplifted just like every other human being on the planet. I do not feel that.
And I'm still an idiot asshole who can't keep promises. I will continue to be until this is resolved.
When will it be resolved?
How?
I've said what I have to say.
What else is there?
How many ways can you say, "I'm sorry"?
It truly is killing me.
Watching her get ready and no words are spoken.
All I can do is click clack on my computer my words that she doesn't want to hear. I feel that I need to wait until she makes the first move. But I will say this...I won't let it go on like this. Not by a long shot.
You now have 15 hours to do something. Or I will.
On the good news side of things, I could have a full time job as a football coach this weekend. Talked with the guy yesterday and moves will be made so as to make room for me. I'm told and email will go out and this weekend it should be official. Which I think is great news. A full time job doing what I love and a chance to further my knowledge of the game. Now if I can just share it with someone and go do all the things that I've dreamed of doing.
With her.